Personal Problems, Focus and Patience

I have some personal issues going on right now involving extended family. I am learning to go with the flow of things despite the fact that life is more difficult than I would like. Rolled with the sensei last night and I had no resistance. I was just milk-toast. My mind is not in a good place and it definitely shows in my judo. I am slow and exhausted. When I am tired I have a habit of opening my mouth and closing my eyes. In judo and in life I am learning to close my mouth and open my eyes. Good lesson all around.